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[15 Jan 2009|02:00pm]
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[14 Jan 2009|04:48pm]
You never even told Caroline we were dating, because you "didn't want her to find someone else." That's what you told me, before you broke up with me. Here we are, a month later, and I'm still terrified of losing you. As if I ever had you.
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[14 Jan 2009|03:24am]
I don't know if I can do this. I love Twon, but I also love my own well-being.

bla, bla, bla. You should probably ignore this, since I'm probably never going to walk away from him. Seriously ever. LAME.
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[13 Jan 2009|09:07pm]
Oh my God, are you fucking serious?

Don't ask for my blessing to take Twon to prom with you, then - after I do - tell me that you're fucking interested in him. Bitch, seriously, back the fuck up.
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[13 Jan 2009|08:36pm]
I've basically given you a lease to do whatever the fuck you want and I know it. It's not like I'm going to really ever hold anything against you. Tear our my heart and smear the walls with blood, baby, because I couldn't stay mad if I tried.
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[12 Jan 2009|03:44am]
Bitch, please.

I don't need bullshit and I don't need drama. If you're going to be two-faced, get the fuck out. Don't talk so much shit then tell me how much you love me and trust me. In fact, don't do that with every fucking person you know. You're going to end up old and fucking alone, because all you do is fuck up every good thing that comes your way.

btw: I love you, Jaime. haha.
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[10 Jan 2009|12:46pm]
I'm [still] drunk.
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[07 Jan 2009|02:31pm]
Crazyhobo699 (1:27:12 AM): they put a tube of glass in his urethra
Crazyhobo699 (1:27:20 AM): and then smashed his penis with a hammer.

Holy shit.
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2008. [05 Jan 2009|07:25pm]
2008 was a crazy year. My whole life turned upside-down and it was amazing. Let's re-cap!

- I spent New Year's totally fucked up with Amanda and John.
- Amanda moved in with me on January 3, then moved back out sometime in March.
- Jesse came home(!) on February 14 and nothing could have made me happier.
- Because Jesse was home, I had to keep my promise: I quit doing drugs.
- I totally procrastinated, but I got a Distinguished on my portfolio.
- I went to New York City!
- May 4. gfto.
- The academic team went to the National NAQT Competition in Chicago, IL.
- I got a note at graduation telling me to report to summer school. Lamest moment ever.
- I went to College Park, MD for the World Competition of Odyssey of the Mind. We spent the day in D.C., which I hate to admit wasn't as eventful as I had hoped.
- Jordy disappeared about 239,485,723,948,572,345 times.
- I FINALLY got my diploma. And a sting ray.
- I spent the entire summer with some of the best friends I have: Jesse, Levi, Josh Kody, Lauren, and Gates.
- Three words: The Midnight Life.
- For my eighteenth birthday, we spent about six hours in Waffle King drinking coffee, because what the fuck else were we supposed to do?
- I got kicked out of my house for the first time, four days after my birthday.
- Emily Collinsworth got hammered from 32 oz of Smirnoff Ice. hahaha.
- I moved into my apartment with Tiffany, Jordy, Dora, and whoever else wanted to stay there.
- My bedroom floor was almost always occupied, whether it be by Garret, Levi, or Jesse.
- Jessica bought a lot of Jager and told me to drink as much as I want. I don't remember about 90% of that night.
- Jesse always had dibs on my bed, no matter who else was staying there.
- I started the first relationship I'd had in about three years.
- I ended the first relationship I'd had in about three years about three weeks later.
- Tiffany moved out.
- Jordy, Rita, and Dora moved upstairs.
- I moved back in with Mom, only to get kicked out two weeks later.
- I stayed with Jesse and Ariana foreverrrr.
- I went to Lenoir City for Halloween and met some of the best people in the world.
- The next day, we went to Richmond and got fucking hammeredddd, before Ariana drove us home. (Thanks, Tanya! haha.)
- The next weekend, Ariana threw a fantastic party. Thanks again, Megan and Brandon, for taking Twon and myself to Taco Bell that night. haha.
- Twon came up for a party and just . . . stayed. It was awesome.
- We partied pretty consistently through the month of November, then Ariana got evicted on the first day of December.
- Twon and I went to jail.
- As soon as we got out of jail, we got fuckeddd up. ('cause that's how we do.)
- I held a sign. :|
- I got fired from Gamestop. Generally, retailers frown upon employees who go to jail for shoplifting.
- I love you, Aliyssa Brooke Lambert. ♥
- I spent New Year's at Kori's with Twon, Melissa, and Schylar (and it was amazing).

I'm ready for the new year. Bring me good luck and good times, 2009!

Just a few photos in no specific order.Collapse )
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[05 Jan 2009|01:31pm]
I'm so sick of all these people crawling from the woodwork, saying they were Brooke's best friend. I'm so tired of people who didn't even know her saying that they're so upset. I've never claimed to be the closest person in the world to Brooke, but I sure as Hell spent more time with her than most people, last year. She was amazing and beautiful and possibly the sweetest person in the world. I know she touched a lot of lives and I'm grateful for that. I'm so glad that so many people got to know how wonderful she was.

I'd give anything in the world to have her back, if only for long enough for her to know how much everyone really does love her.
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[04 Jan 2009|12:41am]

Aliyssa Brooke Lambert
March 4, 1993 - December 30, 2008

[Europe is wherever you want it to be, sugar. I love you.]

I'm so mad I could scream. I'm so mad that Brooke died. I'm so fucking mad, because she was one of the most amazing, beautiful, caring people I have ever met. She never got to see what life was like. She was a fucking baby. There was no fucking reason she should have died. There is no fucking reason that she shouldn't be at home right now.

If there is a God, I fucking hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. Selfish fucking bastard.
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[24 Dec 2008|02:31am]
I remember the last time I drank alone. It hadn't even begun to get this cold.

Here's to calling it quits, at least for tonight.
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[18 Dec 2008|02:56pm]
"call me. i am ready to talk to you."

God. I'm equally as terrified and excited about what that could mean.
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[27 Nov 2008|12:30am]
"I hate the holidays. I just want them to be over, so it can hurry up and get warm again. If you want to buy me something, find the most depressing book and the warmest blanket in existence."

Happy holidays?
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[28 Oct 2008|09:52am]
I'm homeless. It's awesome.

Only not really. I don't ever sleep, either. I'm considering going to sleep, right now, but fuck it. I'll at least wait for Jesse to get out of the shower.

In other news: We're going to Caitlin's on Friday(!), and I'm going to see her and Melissa and Lucas. I'm excited. :] Then, on Saturday, we're going to Tanya's. It's going to be the most awesomely awesome weekend of my life.
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[20 Oct 2008|04:04am]
I'm living with Mom again, which is definitely lame. I still only work about 4.5 hours a week and I'm also not going to school. All that aside: I love my life. I get a little drunk, every now and then, and I smoke a lot of cigarettes with the most amazing people I've ever met.

As shitty as it can seem sometimes, my life is awesome.

Get jealous.
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Oh, good God. [10 Oct 2008|04:04am]

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[09 Oct 2008|10:03pm]
Call the cops, when you see Tupac.

Goddamn, I fucked up.
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[03 Sep 2008|09:15am]
I know that, right now, I should be meeting with someone about my work study or e-mailing my history teacher or doing something at least remotely more productive than sitting here in the library eating a chocolate muffin, but I just can't get myself to react. I just don't want to be here. I'll get a full-time job, if I have to, but I certainly don't want to be another of the alumni of Lincoln Memorial University. Class of 2012.
My mom would kill me, though. Or, worse: she could be disappointed. I realize it's a good school and everything and that I got a shitload of financial aid, but the fact is that I don't want to owe a bunch of money in loans, because I settled for a school I hate. I'm sure it's not as bad as I'm making it out to be, but - right this moment - I think I'd rather be anywhere but here.

Here's to worrying more about pleasing my mom than myself!
I'm off to class.
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[02 Sep 2008|03:12pm]
I have a boyfriend.

Say whaaaa?
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